Wednesday, December 5, 2007

what should i do next?

i feel empty and sad because i don't know what to do. i am not a student. i do not find a friend here. i can not find myself in the community. nearly all of the chinese are students. they have their own business. however, i cook all the time at home, wash clothes, clean my room. i am never a student. so, i am not good now. sometimes i feel i am stupid cause i can not find something intreseting.

what should i do?

i have to apply for my master degree. but i do not know whether i like the major or not. in the future,i have to live on the job. so if i am not like it, how do i deal with it. i do not know.

i am sure this is the most terrible time in my life.

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